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Tuesday

I'm feeling kinda left out.

There was practice today. Practiced Brandenburg, Serenade then all the SYF ppl starting playing all e YS and SYF pieces, like Turandot and Pomp and circumstance.

I guess it's just that i'm not good enough. Having pitch just makes it worse. I can hear every single note you're all playing and i love all the songs you're playing, but i just can't play along.

It also just dosent help when you hear ppl in YS repeatedly complaining that 'I'm not good enough.' or 'I feel so lousy playing the (whatever instrument they play)'. You're all good, others are better. Others (like me) are worse. So STOP COMPLAINING!!!

I made a choice when i joined worship team and not YS. This is where i'm called to serve. But sometimes, i feel that i'm looked down because I'm not in YS
; 5/19/2009 05:34:00 AM

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